How to comfort a crying girl?
There are 5 things I don't wish to see:
1) rodents (lots and lots of rodents scrawling around...eeks)
2) people...lots and lots of people in front of me
3) pornography
4)Koichi getting married
5) people crying
The last point may be a bit ambiguous and hard to understand. You see, the hardest thing is that when I see someone cry and I cannot do anything to help the person. I am not good at consoling people.
Today, I got back my Maths promo paper. I scored a miraculous 76 out of 100, something not very ordinary in Hwa Chong. Anyway, I think about half the cohort got A for Maths.
I am not boasting or anything. That is just a piece of info.
Anyway, a big tree has its rotten branches. There are sure people who fail promos, right?
When I was approaching the toilet, I sensed a sense of foreboding( plus the toilet stink). When I got in, I saw two girls huddling... they are not lesbians, just that one of them was crying as if her father has passed away or something. Come on, screwing up for a test is not the end of the world. If you crumple under this kind of pressure, what about the A levels? I guess you will jump off the clock tower after your exam. I had wanted to say this straight into the face of that girl, but I could not bring myself into doing that. As if I really could say this to some stranger lah. That is why I prefer to shut up when I see someone crying. It may be even more unbearable if I try to say something.
When I went to the class bench, I saw the class girls huddling together. Oops. It looked exactly like the time when my friend got ditched by her boyfriend and the girls were trying to comfort her. It is heart-aching to see someone you know cry. I actually tiptoed towards the group, and I exchanged glances with one of the girls, and I siam to the canteen. You know, people hate to let other kaypo people to see them cry. To reduce embarrassment, I made my way silently to the canteen.
Of course, to be sensitive to others feelings, the class did not talk about promos for the rest of the day. It will be my turn to be comforted when Monday comes and we get back our Econs and Chem papers. Tuesday is worse. Physics and GP. I will get O for physics, and I hope I can pass my essay well enough to pull me up for GP. *Sigh*
I went to the CCK library to borrow books(ah-duh, then go library to borrow money is it?). I borrowed 2 translated books, "Body in the library" and "Malice Aforethought". The latter is about a man who tries to kill his wife because his wife is better than him in many ways. Walau, this kind of man should be shot in the head. The body in library book sucks man. I have read the English version 3 times, everytime stopping at chapter 3. The book is jinxed, I tell you. The chinese version is worse. I gave up after dealing with all the 萊姆s and 布蘭特s. I lost touch of what was happening in the book while trying to figure out who is who. Reading English-turn-chinese books is no easy job.
*Sigh* Long day. Have been sleeping on the bus and LRT on the way home. Today is so exhausting. PW sucks, by the way.
OMEDETOU!! Koichi's Solo Conert 1/2 DVD got first in DVD(music) ranking!!! ^_^
Gambete ne Ko-chan.
これからも音楽活動頑張ってください!
応援してます!! >o<
Song of the day: WA ni natte odoroo by V6 from Very 6est

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